Every time I get close...I shouldn't get excited about anything anyaways

Todays Random thoughts

I remember when they told me that the World was Mine; Go have fun and live it up while you got the time
But they never told me I would have to fight to keep it before others try to take it and rearrange what I've made it
Everybody is a Hater';Well I Hate You
Wait Hate is such a strong word...I Love You...And maybe if I love you enough
It will fill that void that you get when shit gets tough
Rappers and Entertainers got our kids wanting to be famous
They thinking about the dollar bills and thrills its shameless....So they hoping to make it
Throwing down their books to focus on their hooks...that no one will ever hear
Man I need to record my thoughts
I think faster then I write...So some good stuff gets lost
Oh yea I remember what I'm thinking
I was wondering about all these chances I've been missing
Wonder if I would be better off, if I wasn't so scared to take risks
I want to leave but I find myself in the same places I been
Told my self once I leave to NEVER look back...Why the Hell am I here again?
So now I burn bridges and kill relationships...just to make sure that if I end up back here.....
No one would know
I'm getting tired of changing my Name and time traveling
Hello world,
Why do you do me so wrong?
You don't accept me because I'm not them lames
One girl, ever changing...I CANT BE THE SAME!!
World I need you...and you need me too
Maybe we will cross paths..... eventually

Chris Brown - No Bullshit [Uncut Video] (Explicit)

Don't you be on that Bullshit...

I am in love with this song. the lyrics are so personal feels like he is singing the song to me. The way the lyrics are put together, they command a response. It is a demanding song that evokes a reply. My reply would be me just standing there shaking my head No, while my mouth is saying yes. Don't you be on that Bullshit...

Chris Brown- No Bullshit

Ronchelle, Roxxane & Mona Lisa

No, Ronchelle, Roxxane, or Mona Lisa are not three different people. They are personalities/moods that I have and has just given names to. When I say we live through music is the fact that, the music of an general era is that person. Like Roxxane lives through 80s music, Mona Lisa is a 90s kind of girl, and regular ol' Ronchelle is living now, in the present. I hope this dosen't seem crazy...if it does I don't care. Just take the time to get to know us :)

Shark in the Water

Random Thought

I'm going 80 in a 30 mile zone

I'm lost in this world

Tryna find my way home

Look around see all of my friends passing by

In their own zone

coming down off of time

No one ever told me it would be this hard

Tryna switch lanes with my life on guard

I wanna take a rest

but I can't stop here

I'll stop where nobody knows me there

Changing me everywhere I go

People wanna love me but they don't even know

Who I am or what I'm tryna be

I don't know who I am or what I'm tryna be

But maybe if I drive a lil longer

I can figure out what's next.............